Hypnobirthing - Opal's Home Birth
It's been awhile since I have posted. I'll get to that in another post. Last night I had my first session of Hypnobirthing. I wanted to have a natural home birth with Oliver. However, as many of you know - that was not an option. At 12 weeks that idea and want of mine was taken away. I went and checked out a birth center when I was pregnant with Olive, but my emotions were not ready to allow me to have that either. I was too paranoid and too concerned that we needed a back up at the hospital. Since Oliver was never diagnosed with a "condition" - the hospital made a better option for my peace of mind and heart. After I had Olive - I said that her birth - brought healing to my heart. I birthed a beautiful baby girl - perfect and healthy in every way. A beautiful blessing from above. That said - I still was longing for healing of my body. I have held a lot of guilt on my body for having so many losses. It was a constant thought - "if and when I get pregnant a